31/1/10

Liar.liar.liar...It's my own cheating heart that makes me cry


Let the raining teardrops rain down on me tonight
I think making up, faking up stories is alright
Tick tock stop the clock, fiction is my thing
My attitude is always I and me and mine

Oh I’m so clever, I'm so clever, I'm so clever
Until my paranoia kicks in, then I’ll accuse her
Of doing all the worst things I do best
It's funny how me fucking her about
Has got me in this fucking mess

Liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, pants on fire
Lies alibis lies more alibis
From the truth, I admit I’m more than shy
Ain’t it the times we are living in
Everybody’s doing it so why cant I?
I tally up tonight’s strangers
And stragglers that I’ve kissed
Training ground notches, perfectly executed notches
And near misses
It's all about going out and getting pissed with eagle eyes
And sincerity bottom on my list
What’s the story morning glory?
I feel so low and worthless, yeah

So this is where the outcome unfurls and the truth is being told
A cloud has gathered over my head and now I know
Infidelity and my good friend ecstasy doesn’t work, it makes you worse
I’m feeling so guilty about the things I said to my mum when I was ten years old
I’m feeling so guilty about any old shit
And how I think my missus is fucking every guy that she looks at
This is it, this is it, this is it, this is it
The end was always coming and now it's here

So this is the grand finale
The crescendo of demise
This is the happy ending
Where the bad guy goes down and dies
This is the end
With me on my knees and wondering why?
Cross my heart, hope to die
It's my own cheating heart that makes me cry.
Cry...
cry...cry...

It's My Own Cheating Heart That Makes Me Cry - Glasvegas

22/1/10

I do not want to die inside just to breathe in...

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile flame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that
Makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut...pain...I am not alone...I am not alone...

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

Cut - Plumb

2/1/10

You wanna feel how it feels? Wanna know that it doesn't hurt me?


It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?

You [be running up that hill]
You and me [be running up that hill]
And if I only could,Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could...

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There is a thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?

You, [be running up that hill]
You and me, [be running up that hill]
You and me won't be unhappy.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
If I only could...

'C'mon, baby, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience...

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,With no problems
If I only could,make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems
If I only could, be running up that hill...
If I only could, be running up that hill...
If I only could, be running up that hill... ...


Running up that hill - Placebo Ft. Kate Bush