30/10/11

One last candle to keep out the night...



The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here I am at the end of me -at the end of me-
Tryin' to hold to what I can't see -to what I can't see-
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Beauty From Pain - Superchick

24/10/11

I'll be waiting...Anticipating...With every heartbeat...All of my blood bleeds...I am restless...


I am the sea on a moonless night
Calling falling, slipping tides
I am the leaky, dripping pipes
The endless, aching drops of light

I am the raindrop falling down
Always longing for the deeper ground
I am the broken, breaking seas
Even my blood finds ways to bleed

Even the rivers ways to run
Even the rain to reach the sun
Even my thirsty streams
Even in my dreams

I am restless, I am restless, I am restless
Looking for you
I am restless
I run like the ocean to find your shore
Looking for you

I am the thorn stuck in your side
I am the one that you left behind
I am the dried-up doubting eyes
Looking for the well that won't run dry

Runnin hard for the other side
The world that I've always been denied
Running hard for the infinite
With the tears of saints and hypocrites

Oh, blood of black and white and grey
Death in life and night in day
One by one by one
We let our rivers run

I am restless, I am restless, I am restless
Looking for you
I am restless
I run like the ocean to find your shore
Looking for you

I can hear you breathing
I can hear you leading
More than just a feeling
More than just a feeling

I can feel you reaching
Pushing through the celling
Till the final healing
I'm looking for you

Until the sea of glass we meet
At last completed and complete
Where tide and tear and pain subside
And laughter drinks them dry

I'll be waiting
Anticipating
All that I aim for
What I was made for

With every heartbeat
All of my blood bleeds
Running inside me
Looking for you...
Looking for you...
Looking for you...
Looking for you...
Looking for you...

I am restless, I am restless, I am restless
Looking for you
I am restless
I run like the ocean to find your shore
I'm looking for you
Looking for you...

I can hear you breathing
I can hear you leading
More than just a feeling
More than just a feeling
I can feel you reaching
Pushing through the celling
Till the final healing
I'm looking for you
I'm looking for you...

Restless - Switchfoot

17/10/11

I’m not gonna call this a break...Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall...♥


Now that I’m thinking sober
Don’t you try to get no closer
I’m just gonna get my car and drive, and drive
Looking in the rear view mirror
Everything is so much clearer
Watch me wave it all goodbye, goodbye

The lights flashing giving me all the danger signs
Someone to save, to save but it don’t work that way

Think you made your greatest mistake
I’m not gonna call this a break
Think you really blew it this time
Think you could walk on such a thin line
Won’t be taking the midnight calls
Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall
I see it written on your face
You know you made it, your greatest mistake

When the last straw is broken
When the last door is closing
I ain’t that dumb to stick around, stick around
I ain’t got the time for looking back
When you let yourself slip through the cracks
And you just keep going down, down, down

I must stay undercover, lay low, need some time
No one to save, to save these sick cycles over me

Think you made your greatest mistake
I’m not gonna call this a break
Think you really blew it this time
Think you could walk on such a thin line
Won’t be taking the midnight calls
Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall
I see it written on your face
You know you made it, your greatest mistake

Why you looking at me, spitting the same old line
Trying bring back ain’t no flipping my mind
Don’t you get it by now the story’s over, over
Still calling my name outside my house
I’m hitting the switch, watch the lights go out
Watch the lights go out

I hope you ache, ache, ache, oh-oh
I hope you ache, ache, ache, oh-oh
I hope

Think you made your greatest mistake
I’m not gonna call this a break
Think you really blew it this time
Think you could walk on such a thin line
Won’t be taking the midnight calls
Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall
I see it written on your face
You know you made it, your greatest mistake

Mistake - Demi Lovato

13/10/11

Something's missing in me...deep within me...Something's missing in me...Something's missing in me...


I saw the queen
Swam out below her star on sea beneath
Though I lifted up my hands to her
She never lifted me

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Found something sweet
On the island with the daughters of eve
But through thick and thin they've gone away
And only left their grief

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone
Something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me
Something's missing in me

Down here, love wasn't meant to be
It wasn't meant to be for me
Down here, love wasn't meant to be -all is vanity, underneath the sun-
It wasn't meant to be for me -all is vanity-

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone
Something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me,
Something's missing in me,
Something's missing in me,
Something's missing in me...

Missing - Flyleaf

Beautiful♪

Beautiful - Apocalyptica

8/10/11

oh I've gotta turn and run...And pack up these pieces of me...My broken pieces...


Too late - this is not the answer
I need to pack it in
I can't pull your heart together with just my voice alone
A thousand shards of glass I came to meet you in
You cut the peace out of me

And as you ripped it all apart,
That's when I turned to watch you
And as the light in you went dark
I saw you turn to shadow
If you would salvage some part of you that once new love
But I'm loosing this
And I'm loosing you

And oh I've gotta turn and run
From faces that you've never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

It's too late now to stop the process
This was your choice - you let it in
This double life you lead is eating you up from within
A thousand shards of glass you pushed beneath my skin
And left me lying there to bleed

And as you showed my your scars
I only held you closer
But as the light in you went dark I saw you turn over
I wanted always to be there for you and close to you
But I'm loosing this
And I'm loosing you

And oh I've gotta turn and run
From faces that you've never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me...
My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces...

Maybe without me
You'll return to all the beauty I once knew
But if I stay I know we will both be left by your holding on to me

And oh I've gotta turn and run
From the faces that you never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me...
My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me...

Broken Pieces - Apocalyptica Ft. Lacey Of Flyleaf

6/10/11

Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas...


Hace dos meses que no somos nada
Hace una vida que vivo por ti
Si sueño es solo con tu mirada
Si despierto es porque no estas aquí

Me pregunto que pieza nos falto
No terminamos el puzzle del amor
No funciono y te niegas a aceptarlo
Y yo que entiendo no encuentro el valor

¿Como consigo olvidarte del todo?
¿Como te saco de aquí?

Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva
Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas
Extraño tu sonrisa me mata el alma
Pensando en ti y en que ya no hay nada
Despojo mis recuerdos aferrada a la almohada

Pensando en ti, yo sigo pensando en ti...

¿Como seguir si no es de tu mano?
¿Como aceptar que ahora eres un extraño?
Y aunque se que no puede funcionar
No es suficiente pa poderte olvidar

¿Como consigo olvidarte del todo?
¿Como te saco de mí?

Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva
Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas
Extraño tu sonrisa me mata el alma
Pensando en ti y en que ya no hay nada
Despojo mis recuerdos aferrada a la almohada

Pensando en ti, yo sigo pensando en ti...

¿Como consigo olvidarte del todo?
¿Como te saco de aquí?

Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva
Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva

Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas
Extraño tu sonrisa me mata el alma
Pensando en ti y en que ya no hay nada
Despojo mis recuerdos aferrada a la almohada

Pensando en ti, yo sigo pensando en ti...

Pensando En Ti - Maria Bestar

4/10/11

Here in this deep city lights...I'm finding every reason to be gone...


There's a harvest each Saturday night
At the bars filled with perfume and hitching a ride
A place you can stand for one night and get gone
It's clear this conversation ain't doing a thing
'Cause these boys only listen to me when I sing
And I don't feel like singing tonight
All the same songs

Here in this deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could I hold you?

The situation's always the same
You got your wolves in their clothes whispering
Hollywood's name
Stealing gold from the silver they see
But it's not me

Here in this deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could I hold you?

Calling out somebody save me I feel like I'm fading away.
Am I gone?
Calling out somebody save me I feel like I'm fading...

... Deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could I hold on to... you?

City - Sara Bareilles