31/12/11

Life was just happening...


Here's to the memories
These are my souvenirs
My mental pictures of everything

Here's to the late nights
Here's to the firelight
These are my souvenirs
My souvenirs

I close my eyes and go back in time
I can see you smiling, so alive
We were so young
We had no fear
We were so young
We had no idea that life was just happening
Life was just happening...

Here's to your bright eyes
Shining like fireflies
These are my souvenirs
The memory of a lifetime

We were wide-eyed with everything
Everything around us
We were enlightened by everything
Everything...

So I close my eyes and go back in time
I can see you smiling, so alive
I close my eyes and go back in time
You were just a child then and so was I
We were so young
We had no fear
We were so young
We had no idea

That nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts, nothing last
You and me together
Were always now or never

Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?

I close my eyes and go back in time
I can see you smiling, you're so alive
I close my eyes and go back in time
You were wide-eyed
You were wide-eyed
We were so young
We had no fear
We were so young
We had just begun
A song we knew but had never sung
It burned like fire inside our lungs
And life was just happening
Life was just happening

I wouldn't change it for anything
My souvenirs

Souvenirs - Switchfoot

29/12/11

Something you said is hanging in the air...Whispering your name out loud...


Everything in a moment starting where
Something you said is hanging in the air
Now I know my life is sweetening
Changing everything

Something that you said
Turned me from the inside out
Running through my head
Something I have dreamed about
And I feel so real
And it feels so right...

Showing you every weakness
And feeling strong for it
I used to run from real love
Now I long for it
Now I know what I've been missing
Since I've been listening

Something that you said
Turned me from the inside out
Lying in my bed
Whispering your name out loud
And I feel so real
And it feels so right
Something that you said
Got through to me tonight

Never so far you can't call me back
I'm never more than a single kiss away

...And I feel so real
And it feels so right...

Something that you said
Turned me from the inside out
Running through my head
Something I had dreamed about
And I feel, And I feel
And it feels so right
Something that you said
Turned me from the inside out
Lying in my bed
Whispering your name out loud
And I feel,And I feel....

Something that you said - The Bangles

27/12/11

Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright...but it's never enough


Hello, hello
Anybody out there?
Cause I don't hear a sound
Alone, alone
I don't really know where the world is
But I miss it now

I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
Cause my echo, echo
Is the only voice coming back
My shadow, shadow
Is the only friend that I have

Listen, listen
I would take a whisper if
That's all you have to give
But it isn't, isn't
You could come and save me
Try to chase it crazy right out of my head

I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
Cause my echo, echo
Is the only voice coming back
My shadow, shadow
Is the only friend that I have

I don't wanna be down and
I just wanna feel alive and
Get to see your face again.
I don't wanna be down and
I just wanna feel alive and
Get to see your face again.
Once again just my echo, my shadow...
You're my only friend.

And I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs.
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
Cause my echo, echo
Oh my shadow, shadow

Hello, hello
anybody out there?...

Echo - Jason Walker

25/12/11

On this Christmas Eve, I wish I were with you...


Greeting cards have all been sent
The Christmas rush is through
But I still have one wish to make
A special one for you

Merry Christmas darling
We're apart that's true
But I can dream and in my dreams
I'm Christmas-ing with you

Holidays are joyful
There's always something new
But every day's a holiday
When I'm near to you
The lights on my tree
I wish you could see
I wish it every day

Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire
To see you and to say
That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year, too
I've just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you

Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire
To see you and to say
That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year, too
I've just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you
I wish I were with you

Merry Christmas Darling - The Carpenters

21/12/11

"I wouldn't lie... not to you...not about this"

"I...
I'm not really good at telling you this things...
I overthink too much...I doubt too much... or maybe it's something else...
I'm not that kind that says something even if they don't really feel it...
I'm that kind... the complicated one...that feels it first
but never says the words... instead I would try to show it to you...
In the best way that I can...

I'm not really good at starting conversations...
I don't have anything important to say...
And I dread what your reaction might be after I say something
because... I don't really know you that much...
I believe I don't know you at all, actually.
Anyhow... I guess what I'm traying to say is that...
I've grown very fond of you lately... I don't know why exactly
I care about you... And I might not be any good at all of those thing I said before
but I wouldn't lie... not to you...not about this...
I wish to spend as much time with you as I can...and as much as you allow me "

"The love thing" - there__Shegoes


Music:  The Scent Of Love - Michael Nyman - "The Piano" Soundtrack

"Yo...
No soy muy buena diciéndote estas cosas...
Pienso demasiado...Dudo demasiado...O tal vez sea otra cosa...
No soy de esa clase que dicen algo incluso si no lo sienten...
Soy de esa clase...La complicada...Que siente primero
pero jamás dice las palabras...En su lugar trataría de demostrártelo
de la mejor manera que pueda...

No soy muy buena empezando una conversación...
No tengo nada importante que decir...
Y tengo terror a cual podría ser tu reacción después de decir algo
porque...No te conozco demasiado...
Creo que no te conozco en absoluto en realidad.
De cualquier modo...Supongo que lo que trato de decirte es que...
Me he encariñado contigo últimamente...No sé exactamente porque
Me preocupo por ti... Y podré no ser tan buena en todas esas cosas que dije antes
Pero jamás mentiría...No a ti...No sobre esto.
Quiero pasar tanto tiempo contigo como pueda...y tanto como me permitas"

"Cosas de Amor" - there__Shegoes

19/12/11

I'm ready to put it all behind, time for us to move on...


Oh no, where did all the years go?
And was it really worth all of this
Heartache that was handed to me
Holding on just don't make sense
But the hardest part of letting go
Is tryin' to find a way
To let you know

So we'll just cry
Cry on each other's shoulders
Cry until it's over
Can't it just be over
And we'll just cry, cry
Cry until it's all gone
Been holding on for too long
Time for us to move on
I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why
So let's just cry

I've been thinking 'bout my life and
How much time I've wasted
I'm ready to put it all behind
Let it all be yesterday
But the hardest part of letting go
Is tryin' to find a way
To let you know

So let's just cry,
Cry on each other's shoulders
Cry until it's over
Can't it just be over
And we'll just cry, cry
Cry until it's all gone
Been holding on for too long
Time for us to move on
I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why
So let's just cry
Let's just cry

So let's just cry,
Cry on each other's shoulders
Cry until it's over
Can't it just be over
And we'll just cry, cry
Cry until it's all gone
Been holding on for too long
Time for us to move on
And we'll just cry,
Cry on each other's shoulders
Cry until it's over
Can't it just be over
And we'll just cry, cry
Cry until it's all gone
Been holding on for too long
Time for us to move on
I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why
I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why...

I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why...
So let's just cry...

Cry - Jason Walker

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGOfBPIKHvQ&feature=related

18/12/11

I am one of those melodramatic fools...Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me...


Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
She said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
It's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?

Basket Case - Green Day

12/12/11

This time, don’t need another perfect line, I’m gonna give all my secrets away... ;)


I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I’ve been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It’s like we’re chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news all the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises, just write it into an album
Seen it straight to go
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away...
All my secrets away.

Secrets - OneRepublic

11/12/11

Asked "How can this be love if you are leaving me...?"


Time and time I've through it all
How we loved and loved and how we fought each other
Pushing one another to be somebody else
And time and time I've wrestled my thoughts
Not certain if the end was right or wrong and whether
We still should be together or with somebody else

Our last memory
She had water in her eyes
She cried "Stay with me"
Asked "How can this be love if you are leaving me"
But darling love's to blame

And I can't see you right now
'Cause my heart just can't take it
Can't be with you right now
'Cause I know you're no longer mine
I can't see you

It makes me ache that we had to break
That even though I knew your heart so well
We're strangers in different places
Though we live a mile apart

My best friend's gone my world has been torn
We'll never share a name, never be one
But I will always remember the years we spent in love

I still think of you
I pray that you are safe
I'm still missing you
It has to be this way 'cause I'm not right for you
And that's why love's to blame

And I can't see you right now
'Cause my heart just can't take it
Can't be with you right now
'Cause I know you're no longer mine
I can't see you right now
'Cause my heart just can't fake it
Can't be with you right now
'Cause I know you're no longer mine
And I can't see you, no I can't see you
I just can't see you right now

Maybe time will heal our hearts
And maybe after time you'll understand
I said goodbye 'cause I love you

And I can't see you right now
'Cause my heart just can't take it
Can't be near you right now
'Cause I know you're no longer mine
And I can't see you right now
'Cause my heart just can't fake it
Can't be with you right now
'Cause I know you're no longer mine
And I can't see you, no I can't see you
I just can't see you right now
No, I can't see you
I just can't can't see you
I just can't see you right now
And love's to blame

Love's To Blame - Joel & Luke

9/12/11

The anger swells in my guts, and I won't feel these slices and cuts


All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you...

Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol

PICTURE: http://suchan88.deviantart.com/gallery/23519453#/d1xrxuc

8/12/11

How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein...I don't wanna be let down...


And the tears fall like rain
Down my face again
All the words you wouldn't say
And the games you played with my unfoolish heart
I should have known this from the start

The winter and spring
Going hand in hand just like my love and pain
How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein
Brand new skin stretches across scared terrian

So I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live that life again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
Said, I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my lies again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

All those years down the drain
Love was not enough when you want everything
What I gave to you and now the end must start
Oh, I should have listened to my heart

'Cause I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live that life again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
Said, I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my lies again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

Cause I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live that life again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
Said, I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my lies again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

Don't wanna be lead down the same old road...
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road...
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road...
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road...
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road...

Let Down - Dead By Sunrise

7/12/11

In the confusion of it all, give me time while my mind’s unravelling...And now...


I only miss you when you call
So please don’t pick up the phone again
In the confusion of it all
Give me time while my mind’s unravelling

I just can’t escape this feeling
But it’s taking over me, all over me
I know now I can’t try to hide it
It’s clear to me that I can’t fight it

You wanna take it back to where it was
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over
You want another chance to try again
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over now

Don’t say I don’t miss the way we were
I thought nothing could tear us apart
Why do you have to sabotage our love
And leave me with a broken heart?

You think, that I won’t forgive you
It’s far beyond a breakup, kiss and make up
I know now that it’s not about you
I know that I can’t live without you

You wanna take it back to where it was
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over
You want another chance to try again
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over

And now I’ll follow my heart
And now you’re out of my life
And now…

You wanna take it back to where it was
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over
You want another chance to try again
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over
You wanna take it back to where it was
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over
You want another chance to try again
But I can’t make this over
I can’t make this over
Now...

Can't Make This Over - Pixie Lott

5/12/11

Shut it out...I've got no claim on you now...



Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
And I'll drown in my tear storming sea
And that would show you, that would make you hurt like me

All the same
I don't want mudslinging games
It's just a shame
To let you walk away

Is there a chance, a fragment of light
At the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind
Or are we ashes and wine?

Don't know if our fate's already sealed
This day's spinning circus on a wheel
And I'm ill with the thought of your kiss
Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

Shut it out,
I've got no claim on you now
Not allowed
To wear your freedom down, no

Is there a chance, a fragment of light
At the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind
Or are we ashes and wine?

I'll tear myself away
If that is what you need,
There is nothing left to say
But...

Is there a chance, a fragment of light
At the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind
Or are we ashes and wine?

The day's still ashes and wine
Or are we ashes...?

Ashes And Wine - A Fine Frenzy

4/12/11

Flying to nowhere, It's better than somewhere...Seeking a momentary fix...



Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
Seeking a momentary fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Has fallen apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
It's all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you...
I feel you...

Fortress of daylight
Caught me on standby
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Flying to nowhere
It's better than somewhere
That's where I've been and nothing's changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Has fallen apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
It's all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you...
I feel you...

I'm so lost in you
A tragedy seemed to be, but what now?
What now?
A tragedy it seemed to be, but what now?

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you...
I feel you...
I feel you...
I feel you...

Mercy - One Republic

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hhA9GL6Qf1s&feature=player_embedded

Picture: Insane.
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27/11/11

In another life we'd keep all our promises...Be us against the world...



Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The one...the one...the one...
The one that got away



All this money can't buy me a time machine, no
It can't replace you with a million rings, no
I shoulda told you what you meant to me
'Cause now I paid the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The one...the one...the one...
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry

24/11/11

Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train...


I tremble...
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble...
They're gonna eat me alive
Can you hear my heart
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

Help I'm alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train
Help I'm alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

If we're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going
I get whatever I need
While my blood's still flowing
And my heart's still
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

Help I'm alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train
Help I'm alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

If we're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going
I get whatever I need
While my blood's still flowing
And my heart's still
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Help I'm alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer

Help I'm Alive - Metric

23/11/11

Thought that it was real,but I guess it's no big deal...I still believe it when you say...


I'm holding on waiting for your call
It's simple but I can't explain this
I'm sinking down I feel like I could die
I'm falling off I don't know why

I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day
Another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day
Another perfect day

So I might try to leave it all behind
I know tommorow's not so bright now
I'll say goodbye cause nothing good can last
You wear and figured no where fast

And today I don't know how too keep it all inside
But I guess i'll let it slide

I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day
Another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day
Another perfect day

Today I don't know why
I thought that it was real
But I guess it's no big deal

I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day
Another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day
Another perfect day

I don't know how...
I don't know how...
I don't know how to let it slide...

Another Perfect Day - American Hi-Fi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tR3y_q9OGV8

22/11/11

And change ain't nothing but change, just the faces and names...



Time ain't nothing but time
It's a verse with no rhyme
Man, it all comes down to you

And change ain't nothing but change
Just the faces and names
But you know we're gonna make it through

I'll believe
When you don't believe in anything

I'm gonna hold you 'til your hurt is gone
Be the shoulder that you're leaning on
I'll be standing here
For the next 100 years
If it all should end tonight
I'll know it was worth the fight
And we'll be standing here
For the next 100 years

I, when I think that I-I'm losing my mind
It all comes back to you
And you, you know that it's true
After all we've been through
There's nothing that I wouldn't do

Stand by me
And I would gladly give up everything

I'm gonna hold you 'til your hurt is gone
Be the shoulder that you're leaning on
I'll be standing here
For the next 100 years
If it all should end tonight
I'll know it was worth the fight
And we'll be standing here
For the next 100 years

I'm gonna hold you 'til your hurt is gone
Be the shoulder that you're leaning on
I'll be standing here
For the next 100 years
If it all should end tonight
I'll know it was worth the fight
And we'll be standing here
For the next 100 years

Next 100 Years - Bon Jovi

20/11/11

We’ve been running up against the crowd, yeah, we are the dark horses...


I made my mistakes
I seen my heart cave in
I got my scars
I been to hell and back again

Born for the blue skies
We’ll survive the rain
Born for the sunrise
We’ll survive the pain

We’re singing…
Hey, you can’t count us out
We’ve been running up against the crowd
Yeah, we are the dark horses
We’re singing…
Wait! It’s not over now
We’ve been down but we’ve never been out
Yeah, we are the dark horses

We found the way out
The city takes everything it can
But outside the crowds
I can feel my lungs again

Born for the blue skies
We’ll survive the rain
Born for the sunrise
We’ll survive the pain

We’re singing…
Hey, you can’t count us out
We’ve been running up against the crowd
Yeah, we are the dark horses
We’re singing…
Wait! It’s not over now
We’ve been down but we’ve never been out
Yeah, we are the dark horses

We're singing...

Born for the blue skies
Born for the blue skies
Born for the sunrise
We’ll survive the pain

We’re singing…
Hey, you can’t count us out
We’ve been running up against the crowd
Yeah, we are the dark horses
We’re singing…
Wait, don’t care what they say
We know we’ll find a way
Yeah! We are the dark horses


-Keep running with the dark horses
Hope makes the blood change courses
Keep running with the dark horses
Stand up with the dark horses
Keep running with the dark horses
Hope makes the blood change courses-

Dark Horses - Switchfoot

17/11/11

I will not let anything take away what's standing in front of me...Every hour has come to this...


Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer...

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer...

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
All along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer...
...One step closer...

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

16/11/11

Whispering like it's a secret...uttered to condemn the one who hears it...with a heavy heart...


I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced a crown.

I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown

My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall

I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms

And is it worth the wait
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand
Protecting both your heart and mine?

Who is the betrayer?
Who's the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn't make a sound

My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall

My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall

I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
So heavy in your arms

This will be my last confession
"I love you" never felt like any blessing
Whispering like it's a secret
Uttered to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart

Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms

I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
But he never let me down
When he held me in his arms
My feet never touched the ground
I'm so heavy, heavy in your arms.

...Heavy, I'm so heavy in your arms...


Heavy In Your Arms - Florence + The Machine

7/11/11

There's something about you now...


What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me
And all other people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right?
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me
And all other people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me
And all other people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
And me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

You and Me - Lifehouse [Walmart Soundcheck Sessions] (2010)

6/11/11

What do you do when your heart's in two places?...


What do you do when you're stuck,
Cause the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain?

And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that I'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him I'm missing him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
He's the part that is missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, I'm missing him,

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your heart's in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

Broken Arrow - Pixie Lott

2/11/11

We are the kids of the in-between...


Put your hands up, open up wide
Put your hands up, side by side
Age don't matter like
Race don't matter like
Place don't matter like what's inside

Let the kick drum kick one time
Breathe out let your mind inwind
Eyes on the ceiling
Looking for the feeling
Wide open let your own eyes shine

Yeah, it's where the fight begins
Yeah, underneath the skin
Beneath these hopes and where we've been
Every fight comes from the fight within

I am the war inside
I am the battle line
I am the rising tide
I am the war I fight
Eyes open, open wide
I can feel it like a crack in my spine
I can feel it like the back of my mind
I am the war inside

I get the feeling that we're living in sci-fi
I get the feeling that our weapons are lo-fi
Ain't no killer like pride
No killer like I
No killer like what's inside

Yeah, it's in the air we breathe
Yeah, it's in the blood we bleed
Beneath these dreams and what we've seen
We are the kids of the in-between

I am the war inside
I am the battle line
I am the rising tide
I am the war I fight
Eyes open, open wide
I can feel it like a crack in my spine
I can feel it like the back of my mind
I am the war inside

I am the war inside
I am the war inside
I am the war inside
I am the war inside...

Put your hands up, open up wide
Put your hands up, side by side
Age don't matter like
Race don't matter like
Place don't matter like what's inside

Yeah, every thought or deed
Yeah, every tree or seed
The big things come from the little dreams
Every world is made by make believe

The War Inside - Switchfoot

1/11/11

Someone said his name and it broke your heart, you call out his name and what's left unsaid, and you don't know why...


You see colours fly around your head
And you don't know why, you don't know why
You call out his name and what's left unsaid
And you don't know why, you don't know why

And with all these clouds
High above you, I guess it's gonna rain
And there's no one left to love you
It'll never be the same
It'll never be the same

Someone said his name and it broke your heart
And you don't know why, you don't know why
You look up at the sky while you kneel and pray
And you wonder why, you don't know why

And with all these clouds
High above you, I guess it's gonna rain
Now there's no one left to love you
It'll never be the same
It'll never be the same

All alone you count the days
And all you know just flies away
All in favour, scream it wide
Just plead your head to love or cry
And say goodbye

Someone said his name and it broke your heart
And you don't know why, you don't know why

And with all these clouds
High above you, I guess it's gonna rain
Now there's no one left to love you
It'll never be the same
It'll never be the same
It'll never be the same...

Never Be The Same - One Night Only

30/10/11

One last candle to keep out the night...



The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here I am at the end of me -at the end of me-
Tryin' to hold to what I can't see -to what I can't see-
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Beauty From Pain - Superchick

24/10/11

I'll be waiting...Anticipating...With every heartbeat...All of my blood bleeds...I am restless...


I am the sea on a moonless night
Calling falling, slipping tides
I am the leaky, dripping pipes
The endless, aching drops of light

I am the raindrop falling down
Always longing for the deeper ground
I am the broken, breaking seas
Even my blood finds ways to bleed

Even the rivers ways to run
Even the rain to reach the sun
Even my thirsty streams
Even in my dreams

I am restless, I am restless, I am restless
Looking for you
I am restless
I run like the ocean to find your shore
Looking for you

I am the thorn stuck in your side
I am the one that you left behind
I am the dried-up doubting eyes
Looking for the well that won't run dry

Runnin hard for the other side
The world that I've always been denied
Running hard for the infinite
With the tears of saints and hypocrites

Oh, blood of black and white and grey
Death in life and night in day
One by one by one
We let our rivers run

I am restless, I am restless, I am restless
Looking for you
I am restless
I run like the ocean to find your shore
Looking for you

I can hear you breathing
I can hear you leading
More than just a feeling
More than just a feeling

I can feel you reaching
Pushing through the celling
Till the final healing
I'm looking for you

Until the sea of glass we meet
At last completed and complete
Where tide and tear and pain subside
And laughter drinks them dry

I'll be waiting
Anticipating
All that I aim for
What I was made for

With every heartbeat
All of my blood bleeds
Running inside me
Looking for you...
Looking for you...
Looking for you...
Looking for you...
Looking for you...

I am restless, I am restless, I am restless
Looking for you
I am restless
I run like the ocean to find your shore
I'm looking for you
Looking for you...

I can hear you breathing
I can hear you leading
More than just a feeling
More than just a feeling
I can feel you reaching
Pushing through the celling
Till the final healing
I'm looking for you
I'm looking for you...

Restless - Switchfoot

17/10/11

I’m not gonna call this a break...Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall...♥


Now that I’m thinking sober
Don’t you try to get no closer
I’m just gonna get my car and drive, and drive
Looking in the rear view mirror
Everything is so much clearer
Watch me wave it all goodbye, goodbye

The lights flashing giving me all the danger signs
Someone to save, to save but it don’t work that way

Think you made your greatest mistake
I’m not gonna call this a break
Think you really blew it this time
Think you could walk on such a thin line
Won’t be taking the midnight calls
Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall
I see it written on your face
You know you made it, your greatest mistake

When the last straw is broken
When the last door is closing
I ain’t that dumb to stick around, stick around
I ain’t got the time for looking back
When you let yourself slip through the cracks
And you just keep going down, down, down

I must stay undercover, lay low, need some time
No one to save, to save these sick cycles over me

Think you made your greatest mistake
I’m not gonna call this a break
Think you really blew it this time
Think you could walk on such a thin line
Won’t be taking the midnight calls
Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall
I see it written on your face
You know you made it, your greatest mistake

Why you looking at me, spitting the same old line
Trying bring back ain’t no flipping my mind
Don’t you get it by now the story’s over, over
Still calling my name outside my house
I’m hitting the switch, watch the lights go out
Watch the lights go out

I hope you ache, ache, ache, oh-oh
I hope you ache, ache, ache, oh-oh
I hope

Think you made your greatest mistake
I’m not gonna call this a break
Think you really blew it this time
Think you could walk on such a thin line
Won’t be taking the midnight calls
Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall
I see it written on your face
You know you made it, your greatest mistake

Mistake - Demi Lovato

13/10/11

Something's missing in me...deep within me...Something's missing in me...Something's missing in me...


I saw the queen
Swam out below her star on sea beneath
Though I lifted up my hands to her
She never lifted me

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Found something sweet
On the island with the daughters of eve
But through thick and thin they've gone away
And only left their grief

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone
Something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me
Something's missing in me

Down here, love wasn't meant to be
It wasn't meant to be for me
Down here, love wasn't meant to be -all is vanity, underneath the sun-
It wasn't meant to be for me -all is vanity-

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone
Something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me,
Something's missing in me,
Something's missing in me,
Something's missing in me...

Missing - Flyleaf

Beautiful♪

Beautiful - Apocalyptica

8/10/11

oh I've gotta turn and run...And pack up these pieces of me...My broken pieces...


Too late - this is not the answer
I need to pack it in
I can't pull your heart together with just my voice alone
A thousand shards of glass I came to meet you in
You cut the peace out of me

And as you ripped it all apart,
That's when I turned to watch you
And as the light in you went dark
I saw you turn to shadow
If you would salvage some part of you that once new love
But I'm loosing this
And I'm loosing you

And oh I've gotta turn and run
From faces that you've never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

It's too late now to stop the process
This was your choice - you let it in
This double life you lead is eating you up from within
A thousand shards of glass you pushed beneath my skin
And left me lying there to bleed

And as you showed my your scars
I only held you closer
But as the light in you went dark I saw you turn over
I wanted always to be there for you and close to you
But I'm loosing this
And I'm loosing you

And oh I've gotta turn and run
From faces that you've never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me...
My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces...

Maybe without me
You'll return to all the beauty I once knew
But if I stay I know we will both be left by your holding on to me

And oh I've gotta turn and run
From the faces that you never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me...
My broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me...

Broken Pieces - Apocalyptica Ft. Lacey Of Flyleaf

6/10/11

Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas...


Hace dos meses que no somos nada
Hace una vida que vivo por ti
Si sueño es solo con tu mirada
Si despierto es porque no estas aquí

Me pregunto que pieza nos falto
No terminamos el puzzle del amor
No funciono y te niegas a aceptarlo
Y yo que entiendo no encuentro el valor

¿Como consigo olvidarte del todo?
¿Como te saco de aquí?

Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva
Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas
Extraño tu sonrisa me mata el alma
Pensando en ti y en que ya no hay nada
Despojo mis recuerdos aferrada a la almohada

Pensando en ti, yo sigo pensando en ti...

¿Como seguir si no es de tu mano?
¿Como aceptar que ahora eres un extraño?
Y aunque se que no puede funcionar
No es suficiente pa poderte olvidar

¿Como consigo olvidarte del todo?
¿Como te saco de mí?

Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva
Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas
Extraño tu sonrisa me mata el alma
Pensando en ti y en que ya no hay nada
Despojo mis recuerdos aferrada a la almohada

Pensando en ti, yo sigo pensando en ti...

¿Como consigo olvidarte del todo?
¿Como te saco de aquí?

Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva
Pensando en ti me paso noche y día
Me gana la batalla la melancolía
Pensando en ti no encuentro la salida
Tres años destruidos y aun sigo viva

Pensando en ti lamento miles de faltas
Extraño tu sonrisa me mata el alma
Pensando en ti y en que ya no hay nada
Despojo mis recuerdos aferrada a la almohada

Pensando en ti, yo sigo pensando en ti...

Pensando En Ti - Maria Bestar

4/10/11

Here in this deep city lights...I'm finding every reason to be gone...


There's a harvest each Saturday night
At the bars filled with perfume and hitching a ride
A place you can stand for one night and get gone
It's clear this conversation ain't doing a thing
'Cause these boys only listen to me when I sing
And I don't feel like singing tonight
All the same songs

Here in this deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could I hold you?

The situation's always the same
You got your wolves in their clothes whispering
Hollywood's name
Stealing gold from the silver they see
But it's not me

Here in this deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could I hold you?

Calling out somebody save me I feel like I'm fading away.
Am I gone?
Calling out somebody save me I feel like I'm fading...

... Deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could I hold on to... you?

City - Sara Bareilles

28/9/11

You're neither friend nor foe...I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity...



Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall,
Just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall,
Just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as
I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
Keeping me down...
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

Gravity - Sara Bareilles

26/9/11

In a land of make believe...It's beating out of time...Everyone is so full of shit...Nobody's perfect and I stand accused, for lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse...I won't apologize...


I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of Suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of
Soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I got away with

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

Get my television fixed
Sitting on my crucifix
The living room or my private womb
While the Moms and Brads are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane,
Doing someone else's cocaine

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

[City Of The Damned]

At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 where I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of the shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

[I Don't Care]

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle always to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
And that don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!
I don't care!I don't care!
I don't care!I don't care!
[Dearly Beloved]

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh, therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

[Tales Of Another Broken Home]

To live and not to breathe
Is to die In tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies

I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist
So I run
I run away
To the light of masochist
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time

I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize
When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home

You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...

Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day

25/9/11

...Wherever you are, all that I want is you...


All I want to bring me back down
Is your tired blue eyes
That follow me round

Dressed in white and starting to shine
My head is full of a beautiful sound

Lights stand round us
Faces blur
And the sound
Shall slow

Bring me back down
Wherever you are
All that I want is you
Bring me back down
Wherever you are
All that I want is you
Watch her move so slow
Move so slow
Bring me back down

All I need to bring me back down
Girl, pull on the ropes
Said I'm safe on the ground

Lights stand round us
Faces blur
And the sound
Shall slow

Bring me back down
Wherever you are
All that I want is you
Bring me back down
Wherever you are
'Cause all that I want is you
Watch her move so slow
Move so slow
Bring me back down

Bring me back down
Wherever you are
All that I want is you
Bring me back down
Wherever you are
All that I want is you
Watch her move so slow
Move so slow
Bring me back down


Bring Me Back Down - One Night Only

21/9/11

My heart would overrule my mind...



I'm not strong enough to stay away.
Can't run from you
I just run back to you.
Like a moth I'm drawn in to your flame,
Say my name, but it's not the same.
You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride.
And my soul surrenders and you bring my heart to its knees.

And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
I'm so confused,So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain.
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.
And I'm not strong enough to stay away

I'm not strong enough to stay away
What can I do
I would die without you
In your presence my heart knows no shame
I'm not to blame
Cause you bring my heart to its knees

And it's killin' me when you're away,
I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
I'm so confused,So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain.
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.
And I'm not strong enough to stay away

There's nothing I can do
My heart is chained to you
And I can't get free
Look what this love's done to me

And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
I'm so confused,So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain.
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.
And I'm not strong enough to stay away...


Not Strong Enough - Apocalyptica Ft. Brent Smith