21/12/13

It's a really old city... Stuck between the dead and the living...

It's a really old city
Stuck between the dead and the living
So I thought to myself,
Sitting on a graveyard shelf
As the echo of heartbeats,
From the ground below my feet
Filled a cemetery
In the center of Queens

I started running the maze of
The names and the dates, some
Older than others the skyscrapers, little tombstone brothers
With Manhattan behind her, three million stunning reminders
Built a cemetery
In the center of Queens

You said, remember that life is
Not meant to be wasted
We can always be chasing the sun!
So fill up your lungs and just run
But always be chasing the sun!

So how do you do it,
With just words and just music,
Capture the feeling that my earth is somebody's ceiling
Can I deliver in sound
The weight of the ground
Of a cemetery
In the center of Queens

There's a history through her
Sent to us as a gift from the future
To show us the proof
More than that, it's to dare us to move
And to open our eyes and to learn from the sky
From a cemetery
In the center of Queens

You said, remember that life is
Not meant to be wasted
We can always be chasing the sun!
So fill up your lungs and just run
But always be chasing the sun!

All we can do is try
And live like we're still alive

It's a really old city
Stuck between the dead and the living
So I thought to myself
Sitting on a graveyard shelf
And the gift of my heartbeat sounds like a symphony
Played by a cemetery
in the center of Queens

You said, remember that life is
Not meant to be wasted
We can always be chasing the sun!
So fill up your lungs and just run
But always be chasing the sun!

All we can do is try
And live like we're still alive

All we can do is try
And live like we're still alive

Chasing The Sun - Sara Bareilles

I need you desperately...

My hands are shaking but I can still pour mistake that I'm making
And I'll pour one more
It runs in my family it runs in my blood
And just like my Daddy, I can't get enough
Every last drop I say is the last
Then I drive to the store and I fill up my glass

Dear Sobriety
Please come back to me
I left you high and dry
I'm doomed for good this time
I swore I wouldn't be
I'm making a fool of me
I need you desperately
Dear Sobriety

Two years I gave you and I did not sway
And I swore to my family I'd keep it that way
Saved by the good Lord and hurt in their eyes
But life back slatter and I compromise
If heartache won't kill you, you'll find something that will
And it turns out this battle is only uphill

Dear Sobriety
Please come back to me
I left you high and dry
I'm doomed for good this time
I swore I wouldn't be
Oh but I'm making a fool of me
I need you desperately
Dear Sobriety

Dear Sobriety
Please come back to me
I left you high and dry
I'm doomed for good this time
I swore I wouldn't be
Oh but I'm making a fool of me
I need you desperately
Dear Sobriety

Dear Sobriety - Pistol Annies

Hey Blues, nothing compares...


Blues, you're buzzkill
You sneak up on my pain pills
Jack Daniels can't swallow you whole
Hey Blues, you're a tough act to follow

Ain't no neddle that can kill
The pain that I feel
No smoke that can clear all this air
Hey Blues, nothing compares

The way that you hurt
The way that you sting
The way that you bring me
Down to my knees
If whiskey can't drown you
What the hell will
Hey Blues, you're a buzzkill

You showed up at a party
Where I thought I'd party so hard
That you'd be gone for good
Hey Blues, guess I misunderstood

You're good at disguising
And I'm good at lying
Right here, where some strangers been
Hey Blues, you're over my head

The way that you hurt
The way that you sting
The way that you bring me
Down to my knees
If whiskey can't drown you
What the hell will
Hey Blues, you're a buzzkill

The way that you hurt
The way that you sting
The way that you bring me
Down to my knees
If whiskey can't drown you
What the hell will
Hey Blues, you're a buzzkill
Hey Blues, you're a buzzkill

Blues, You're a Buzzkill - Pistol Annies

15/12/13

God knows what is hiding in this world of little consequence... Behind the tears, inside the lies~

God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts
Guess he kissed the girls and made them cry
Those hard faced queens of misadventure
God knows what is hiding in those weak and sunken eyes
Fiery throne of muted angels
Giving love but getting nothing back

People help the people
And if you're homesick, give me your hand and I'll hold it
People help the people
Nothing will drag you down
Oh and if I had a brain
Oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
That turned all those good hearts away

God knows what is hiding in this world of little consequence
Behind the tears, inside the lies
A thousand slowly dying sunsets
God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts
Guess the loneliness came knocking
No one needs to be alone, oh save me

People help the people
And if you're homesick, give me your hand and I'll hold it
People help the people
Nothing will drag you down
Oh and if I had a brain
Oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
That turned all those good hearts away

People help the people
And if you're homesick, give me your hand and I'll hold it
People help the people
And nothing will drag you down
Oh and if I had a brain
Oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
That turned all those good hearts away

People Help The People - Birdy

14/12/13

For a minute felt I couldn't tell how to fall out...


Counting all different ideas driftin'away
Past and present they don't matter
not if you just sort it out
Watch her moving in elliptical pattern
Think it's not what you say,
what you say is way to complicated
For a minute thought
I couldn't tell how to fall out

It's 20 seconds til the last call
Going hey hey hey hey hey hey
By now you know it's easy
like we did it all summer long
And I'll be anything you ask and more
Going hey hey hey hey hey
It's not a miracle we needed
And no, I wouldn't let you think so
Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it
Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it

Girlfriend, oh you're girlfriends drifting away
Past and present, 1855 1901
Watch them build up a material tower
Think it's not gonna stay, anyway I think it's overrated
For a minute felt
I couldn't tell how to fall out

It's 20 seconds til the last call
Going hey hey hey hey hey
Lie down, you know it's easy
like we did it all summer long
And I'll be anything you ask and more
Going hey hey hey hey hey
It's not a miracle we needed
And no, I wouldn't let you think so
Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it
Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it

Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it...
Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it...

Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it...
Fold it, fold it, fold it, fold it...

1901 - Birdy

4/12/13

A little wiser now from what you showed me...I feel again~

It's been a long time comin' since I've seen your face
I've been everywhere and back tryin' to replace
everything that I've had til my feet went numb
Praying like a fool that's been on the run
Heart's still beating but it's not working
It's like a million dollar phone that just can't ring
I reached out tried to love but I feel nothing
Yeah, my heart is numb

But With you
I feel again
Yeah with you
I can feel again

I'm feeling better ever since you know me
I was a lonely soul but that's the old me

It's been a long time comin' since I seen your face
I've been everywhere and back tryin' to replace
everything that I broke til my feet went numb
Praying like a fool that just shot of a gun
Heart's still beating but it's not working
It's like a hundred thousand voices that just can't sing
I reach out tried to love but I feel nothing
Oh, my heart is numb

But With you
I feel again
Yeah with you
I can feel again

But with you
-I'm feeling better ever since you know me-
I feel again
-I was a lonely soul but that's the old me-
Yeah with you
-I'm feeling better ever since you know me-
I can feel again
-I was a lonely soul-

-I'm feeling better ever since you know me
I was a lonely soul, but that's the old me
I'm feeling better ever since you know me
I was a lonely soul, but that's the old me
I'm feeling better ever since you know me
I was a lonely soul, but that's the old me-

I'm feeling better ever since you know me
I was a lonely soul but that's the old me

A little wiser now
from what you showed me
Yeah, I feel again
Feel again...

Feel Again - OneRepublic

It'll be you and I...Lose myself tonight~

I stared up at the sun
Thought of all the people, places and things I've loved
I stand up just to see
Of all the faces,
you are the one next to me

You can feel the light start to tremble
Washing what you know out to sea
You can see your life out the window, tonight...

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be by your side
I lose myself tonight...

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be you and I...
Lose myself tonight

I woke up with the sun
Thought of all the people, places and things I've loved
I woke up just to see
Of all the faces
you are the one next to me

You can feel the light start to tremble
Washing what you know out to sea
You can see your life out the window, tonight...

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be by your side
I lose myself tonight...

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be you and I...
Lose myself tonight


Take us down and we keep trying
40 000 feet keep flying...
Take us down and we keep trying
40 000 feet keep flying...
Take us down and we keep trying
40 000 feet keep flying...
Take us down and we keep trying
40 000 feet keep flying...
Take us down and we keep trying
40 000 feet keep flying...

Lose myself
If I lose myself tonight..

If I Lose Myself - OneRepublic


5/11/13

I thought of everything I'd never regret~



I didn't want to be the one to forget
I thought of everything I'd never regret
A little time with you is all that I get
That's all we need because it's all we can take
One thing I never see the same when you're 'round
I don't believe in him - his lips on the ground
I wanna take you to that place in the "Roche"
But no one gives us any time anymore
He ask me once if I'd look in on his dog
You made an offer for it, then you ran off
I got this picture of us kids in my head
And all I hear is the last thing that you said

'I listened to your problems,
Now listen to mine'
I didn't want to anymore, oh oh ohh

And we will never be alone again
Cause it doesn't happen every day
Kinda counted on you being a friend
Can I give it up or give it away
Now I thought about what I wanna say
But I never really know where to go
So I chained myself to a friend
Cause I know it unlocks like a door

And we will never be alone again
Cause it doesn't happen every day
Kinda counted on you being a friend
Can I give it up or give it away
Now I thought about what I wanna say
But I never really know where to go
So I chained myself to a friend
Some more again

It didn't matter what they wanted to see
He thought he saw someone that looked just like me
The summer memory that just never dies
We worked too long and hard to give it no time
He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies
Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise
He runs his scissor at the seam in the wall
He cannot break it down or else he would fall

One thousand lonely stars
Hiding in the cold
Take it, oh I don't wanna sing anymore

'I listened to your problems,
Now listen to mine'
I didn't want to anymore, oh oh ohh

And we will never be alone again
Cause it doesn't happen every day
Kinda counted on you being a friend
Can I give it up or give it away
Now I thought about what I wanna say
But I never really know where to go
So I chained myself to a friend
Cause I know it unlocks like a door

And we will never be alone again
Cause it doesn't happen every day
Kinda counted on you being a friend
Can I give it up or give it away
Now I thought about what I wanna say
But I never really know where to go
So I chained myself to a friend
Some more again

Cause I don't know what else I...
I don't understand, don't get upset I'm not with you...
We're swimming around, it's all I do,
When I'm with you

And we will never be alone again
Cause it doesn't happen every day
Kinda counted on you being a friend
Can I give it up or give it away
Now I thought about what I wanna say
But I never really know where to go
So I chained myself to a friend
Cause I know it unlocks like a door

And we will never be alone again
Cause it doesn't happen every day
Kinda counted on you being a friend
Can I give it up or give it away
Now I thought about what I wanna say
But I never really know where to go
So I chained myself to a friend
Cause I know it unlocks like a door

Instant Crush - Daft Punk



I am lost I can't even remember my name...


There are so many things
that I don't understand
There's a world within me
that I cannot explain
Many rooms to explore
but the doors look the same
I am lost I can't even remember my name

I've been for sometime
Looking for someone
I need to know now
Please tell me who I am

There are so many things
that I don't understand
There's a world within me
that I cannot explain
Many rooms to explore
but the doors look the same
-where are the locks to try the key-
I am lost I can't even remember my name
-and I wonder why-

I've been for sometime
Looking for someone
I need to know now
Please tell me who I am

Within - Daft Punk



4/11/13

Then it was you... Me, I just wanted you to stay

There is a game of love
There is a game of love
This is a game of love
This is a game of love

Then it was you
Then it was you
The one that will be breaking my heart
When you decided to walk away
When you decided to walk away

The one that will be breaking my heart
When you decided to walk away
When you decided to walk away...

There is a game of love
There is a game of love
This is a game of love
This is a game of love

Then it was you
Then it was you
The one that will be breaking my heart
When you decided to walk away
When I wanted you to stay

Then it was you
I just wanted you to stay
And I just wanted you to stay
Me, I just wanted you to stay
Me, I just wanted you to stay

The Game of Love - Daft Punk


23/9/13

Sono utagoe setsunaku takaraka ni~



Toki no mukou kaze no machi e
nee, tsureteitte
shiroi hana no yume kanaete
[Take me away
across time to the town of wind
Grant the dream of my white flower]

Amai yubi de
kono te wo tori
nee, tooi michi wo
michibiite hoshii no
anata no soba e
[Take me by the hand
with your gentle fingers,
I want you to guide me
to a far-off place,
to be by your side.]

Sono utagoe taenai hirusagari
mezamete futari wa
hitotsu ni nari
shiawase no imi wo
hajimete shiru no deshou
tsureteitte…
[On this afternoon,
though their voices could not sing clearly
Two lovers awake to become one
For the first time,
they’ll learn the meaning of happiness.
Take me away…]

Sono utagoe setsunaku takaraka ni
subete no kokoro ni
hibiku no deshou
shiawase no imi wo
shirazu ni nemuru yoru ni
[With a painful, echoing voice,
They sing out
with all of their hearts
Without knowing the meaning of happiness,
sleeping in darkness]

(esonami mariya edora
emari mi abika sore
esonami mariya madora
amari meiya…
sormedi…)
(esonami mariya edora
emari mi abika sore
esonami mariya madora
amari meiya…
sormedi…)

Mada shiranai yume no mukou
nee, tooi michi wo
futari de yukeru wa …
kaze no machi e
[Take me to a dream I’ve never seen before,
far away
We’ll go together…
to the town of wind.]

Kaze no Machi e - FictionJunction

18/9/13

Why do I repeat myself again?~





"Why do I repeat myself again?

Still grieving
In these tears, this morning also
I’ve lost another word
Why my voice could not be clearer?"
-
"¿Por qué me repito a mi mismo otra vez?

Todavía afligido,
En éstas lágrimas, ésta mañana también
he perdido otra palabra.
¿Por qué mi voz no pudo ser más clara?"

Untitled - The Gazette

1/8/13

Kiss all the hurtin' of this world away...

I've spent my life, lookin' for you
And findin' my way, wasn't easy to do
But I knew there was you all the while
And it's been worth every mile

So, lay down beside me, love me and hide me
And kiss all the hurtin' of this world away
Hold me so close, that I feel your heart beat
And don't ever wander away

Mornings and evenings, all were the same
There was no music, 'til I heard your name
I knew when I saw you smile
And now I can rest for a while

So, lay down beside me, love me and hide me
Kiss all the hurtin' of this world away
Hold me so close, that I feel your heart beat
And don't ever wander away

And hold me so close, that I feel your heart beat
And don't ever wander away

...Love me and hide me...
...'Til I feel your heart beat...

Lay Down Beside Me - Alison Krauss & John Waite

30/7/13

I'll be standing waiting...

Baby, dry your eyes
There's no need to cry
‘Cause I'll see you again
It might be a while before you understand

I'm just away down the river
A hundred miles or more
Crossing over Jordan
To the other shore

I'll be standing waiting
With all who've gone before
I'm just away down the river
A hundred miles or more

Now the pictures on the wall
Will help you to recall
They're not there to make you sad
But to remember all the good times we had

I'm just away down the river
A hundred miles or more
Crossing over Jordan
To the other shore

I'll be standing waiting
With all who've gone before
I'm just away down the river
A hundred miles or more

When it's time to leave
You're gonna feel the mountain breeze
And the snow will fill the stream
And carry you to me

I'm just away down the river
A hundred miles or more
Crossing over Jordan
To the other shore

I'll be standing waiting
With all who've gone before
I'm just away down the river
A hundred miles or more

Away Down the River - Alison Krauss


28/6/13

♫...You're my sweet♪

(Ho!)
(Hey!)
(Ho!)
(Hey!)

(Ho!) I've been trying to do it right
(Hey!) I've been living a lonely life
(Ho!) I've been sleeping here instead
(Hey!) I've been sleeping in my bed,
(Ho!) I've been sleeping in my bed
(Hey!)

(Ho!)

(Ho!) So show me family
(Hey!) All the blood that I will bleed
(Ho!) I don't know where I belong
(Hey!) I don't know where I went wrong
(Ho!) But I can write a song
(Hey!)

1, 2, 3...
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweet
(Ho!)

(Hey!)
(Ho!)
(Hey!)

(Ho!) I don't think you're right for him
(Hey!) Think of what it might have been if you
(Ho!) Took a bus to China Town
(Hey!) I'd be standing on Canal
(Ho!) And Bowery
(Hey!)

(Ho!) And she'd be standing next to me
(Hey!)

1, 2, 3...
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart

Love ‒ we need it now
Let's hope for some
Cause oh, we're bleeding out

I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweet
(Ho!)

(Hey!)
(Ho!)
(The last one)
(Hey!)

Ho Hey - The Lumineers

26/6/13

Rip the earth in two with your mind... Force from the world a patient smile...

Rip the earth in two with your mind
Seal the urge which ensues with brass wires
I never meant you any harm
But your tears feel warm as they fall on my forearm

But close my eyes for a while
Force from the world a patient smile

How can you say that your truth is better than ours?
Shoulder to shoulder, now brother, we carry no arms
The blind man sleeps in the doorway, his home
If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could have won

But I gave you all
I gave you all, I gave you all

Close my eyes for a while
Force from the world a patient smile

But I gave you all
I gave you all, I gave you all

And you rip it from my hands
And you swear it's all gone
And you rip out all I have
Just to say that you've won

And you rip it from my hands
And you swear it's all gone
And you rip out all I have
Just to say that you've won, you've won
Well, now you've won

But I gave you all
I gave you all, I gave you all

I Gave You All - Mumford & Sons

29/5/13

It was worth it in the end... ;)

How the time passed away, all the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste? All the promises we made
One by one they vanish just the same

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone, yeah

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Yeah, we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when
And we never knew how
We would end up here the way we are

Yeah, we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when
And we never knew how
Never knew how

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

September - Daughtry

25/5/13

And I still can see Blue Velvet through my tears

She wore Blue Velvet
Bluer than velvet was the night
Softer than satin was the light
From the stars

She wore blue velvet
Bluer than velvet were her eyes
Warmer than May her tender sighs
Love was ours

Ours a love I held tightly
Feeling the rapture grow
Like a flame burning brightly
But when she left gone was the glow of

She wore Blue Velvet
But in my heart there'll always be
Precious and warm a memory through the years
And I still can see Blue Velvet through my tears

She wore Blue Velvet
But in my heart there'll always be
Precious and warm a memory through the years
And I still can see Blue Velvet through my tears

She wore Blue Velvet
But in my heart there'll always be
Precious and warm a memory through the years
And I still can see Blue Velvet through my tears

Blue Velvet - Lana del Rey

14/5/13

Sakura no hanabira~


Na mo nai hana ni wa namae o tsukemashou  kono yo ni hitotsu shika nai
fuyu no samusa ni uchihishigarenai you ni
dareka no koe de mata okiagareru you ni
[Let's give a name to this nameless flower, the one-and-only in this world. 
That way, it will survive under the heavy weight of winter's bitter cold, 
and then rise up once again as soon as someone calls its name.]

Tsuchi no naka de nemuru inochi no katamari  asufaruto oshinokete
au tabi ni itsumo  aenai toki no samishisa
wakeau futari  taiyou to tsuki no you de
[That life, dormant under the cold earth, will push through the hard asphalt. 
Whenever we meet, we can always sense our shared loneliness 
felt when we're unable to meet, just like the sun and the moon.]

Mi no naranai hana mo  tsubomi no mama chiru hana mo
anata to dareka no kore kara o  haru no kaze o abite mite'ru
[Even the flowers that don't bear fruit, and even the flowers that scatter as buds, 
bathed in spring's breezes, they are watching the future of you and your someone.]

Sakura no hanabira chiru tabi ni  todokanu omoi ga mata hitotsu
namida to egao ni kesarete'ku  soshite mata otona ni natta
oikakeru dake no kanashimi wa  tsuyoku kiyoraka na kanashimi wa
itsu made mo kawaru koto no nai  nakusanaide  kimi no naka ni  saku love...
[Whenever the cherry blossoms fall, another love has gone unrequited 
and is slowly erased by tears and smiles. Then, another one of us grows up. 
The sorrow of constantly chasing after, that strong and pure sorrow, 
it will never change, so don't lose it, as it will one day bloom as love within you...]

Machi no naka mikaketa kimi wa samishige ni  hitogomi ni magirete'ta
ano koro no sunda hitomi no oku no kagayaki
toki no hayasa ni yogosarete shimawanu you ni
[When I saw you on the street, you looked lonesome as you merged into the crowd. 
That radiance embedded deep within your eyes from back then, 
please do not ever let the swiftness of time smear it.]

Nani mo hanasanaide  kotoba ni naranai hazu sa
nagashita namida wa ame to nari  boku no kokoro no kizu iyasu
[Do not say a word, as words cannot convey our feelings in this moment. 
Your shed tears, turning into raindrops, heal the wounds of my heart.]

Hito wa mina kokoro no kishibe ni  tebanashitakunai hana ga aru
sore wa takumashii hana ja naku  hakanaku yureru ichirinka
hanabira no kazu to onaji dake  ikite yuku tsuyosa o kanjiru
arashi fuku  kaze ni utarete mo  yamanai ame wa nai hazu to
[On the river bank of everyone's heart, there is a flower they don't want to forgo. 
That is not a sturdy flower, but rather a lone flower swaying frailly. 
You can sense its determination to live, as sure as the number of its petals. 
Even beaten down by the stormy winds, it still believes that no rain will go on forever.]

Sakura no hanabira chiru tabi ni  todokanu omoi ga mata hitotsu
namida to egao ni kesarete'ku  soshite mata otona ni natta
oikakeru dake no kanashimi wa  tsuyoku kiyoraka na kanashimi wa
itsu made mo kawaru koto no nai  kimi no naka ni  boku no naka ni  saku love...
[Whenever the cherry blossoms fall, another love has gone unrequited 
and is slowly erased by tears and smiles. Then, another one of us grows up. 
The sorrow of constantly chasing after, that strong and pure sorrow, 
is the love that will one day bloom within you and within me...]

Na mo nai hana ni wa namae o tsukemashou  kono yo ni hitotsu shika nai
fuyu no samusa ni uchi hishigarenai you ni
dareka no koe de mata okiagareru you ni
[Let's give a name to this nameless flower, the one-and-only in this world. 
That way, it will survive under the heavy weight of winter's bitter cold, 
and then rise up once again as soon as someone calls its name.]

SAKURA - Kumaki Anri

10/5/13

kokoro ni aru hana wo~


bokura ga kakenuketa toki asu he to mukau tabi
ooku wo katarazu mizukara sono saki wo misueteku
[The time we've passed together, on the journey towards tomorrow
not having much to say, we look at the older selves we've been before]

isshun mayou kedo kanarazu michi ga aru todoka nai you na gooru nante nai
[We might have been momentarily lost but certainly there is a path forward, there's no such thing as an unreachable goal]

tooku ni mieteta butai ni matsu mono wa nani darou
kokoro ni maita sono tane wa itsuka kitto mebuku n da
nemure nai hitori no yoru meguru shikou kairo wa satoru
‘ima no jibun de machigai nai ?’ tte sa
[What is it that awaits us on the stage we can see in the distance?
the seeds we sow in our hearts, will someday bud for sure
alone on a sleepless night, repeatedly thinking about it i understood
"there can be no mistake about who i am now"]

kokoro ni aru hana wo karasazu ni sakaseyou
yume ga yagate tashika na kagayaki he kawaru you ni
yumemita sono keshiki wa kesshite iroasezu ni
towa ni bokura no mune ni kizamareru no dakara
kyou no hi mo koko ni ‘boku’ toiu imi wo umu kumori naki soboku na hikari da
[The flower in your heart, let it not dry but bloom
so that your dreams will soon turn radiant
make the scene you dreamt about never fade
so that we will forever keep it in mind
here on this day too we will give meaning to the word "me", it's a simple cloudless light]

mou make nai to chikatta ano yoru no namida wo
nugutta sono toki ni yadotta tamashii ga atte
wasurenai hibi wo koete yatto tadori tsuketa basho ni
‘koukai’ nante mon wa hitsuyou na itte sa
[Vow never to lose again, wipe away the tears shed that night and feel the spirit of the moment
break through the routines of every day and you will definitely get somewhere
there is no need for something like "regret"]

kokoro ni saku hana wo taisetsu ni sodateyou
tokini ame ni utare toki ni kaze ni fukare
yagate hana wa kuchite mo umare yuku inochi ga aru
towa ni tsudzuku rensa ni ‘boku’ toiu imi wo motsu
ano hi no bokura ga warau sakihokoru hana wo shitau
ima no bokura ni mukeru sono manazashi wa kataru
nichijou no hibi koso kiseki bokutachi ga tsumuideku kiseki
sagasu no wa ‘tokubetsu’ de wa naku nichijou toiu na no me no mae no kiseki
[Take care of the blooming flower in your heart, sometimes rain will strike on it and sometimes wind will blow on it
even if a flower eventually wilts, it lives to give life
in the never ending chain of life, "me" still carries it's meaning
that day we will all be smiling, looking at the flower that is in full bloom
tell it to those who look at who we are now
the ordinary every day is a miracle too, we ourselves are an unfolding miracle
what we should look for is not something "special", it is the miracle right before our eyes called our ordinary days]

kagayaita kyou ni kansha to oshimi naku tsudzuku hakushu wo
moetsukita bokura ga ima idaku hokori koso motsu beki hitsuzen
itsuka kyou ga kako ni kawari ‘ima’ ni make sou ni natte mo
bokutachi wa omoidasu darou jounetsu ni somatta hibi wo
[The day when you shine, the gratitude continues on with the generous applause
and when it ends, we must be able to hold on to the pride we had
so that after that, even when the "now" seems to be heading for defeat
we will still remember it, the days that were filled with passion]

kokoro ni aru hana wo itsu made mo sakaseyou
tatoe mizu ga tsukite mo tatoe yami ga ootte mo
owari toiu hajimari hajimari toiu na no owari
bokutachi wa mada aruiteku bokutachi ga mada aruiteku
sono saki ni michi naru ie nu itami ga matsu tomo hitasura ni tsudzuku mirai ga mitai
hito hira no awai kiseki wo mitai
[The flower in your heart, let it always bloom
even if the water runs out, even if the darkness covers it
the beginning called the end, and the end that is called the beginning
we are still walking on, it is us who are still walking on
even if we don't know if the previous pain can possibly be healed, we still earnestly want to see the future
to see the fleeting miracle of each falling petal]

Kokoro No Hana Wo Sakaseyou - Ikimonogakari

8/5/13

Don't let anyone wake me...I'm dreamin' out loud...


Well, hello sir, we look for Monday
Is confident we’ll get there someday
Pushing all the papers to a wealthy man
Might I say, a beautiful tie you wear
And how do you find such lovely polka dots
And stripes these days?

Break all my thoughts hit the floor
Like I'm makin' the score
I'm the king of the world, I'm a popular man
Count by zero's to ten
If you can't, well, I can
Don't let anyone wake me

I'm dreamin' out loud, dreamin' out loud
And all at once, so familiar it seems
I'm dreamin' out loud, dreamin' out loud
Can't find a puzzle to fit into piece, apart of me

Curtain calls in sanctuary
Actors in the cloth, they freak me out
Mockin' my purpose in the magazines
And famous how they make you feel grand
They’re always there to hold your hand
In times of trouble, they’re best of friends

Break all my thoughts hit the floor
Like I'm makin' the score
I'm the king of the world, I'm a popular man
Count by zero’s to ten
If you can't, well I can
Don't let anyone wake me

I'm dreamin' out loud, dreamin' out loud
And all at once, so familiar it seems
I'm dreamin' out loud, dreamin' out loud
Can't find a puzzle to fit into piece, apart of me

They don't care what you say
They don't care what you think
All they care, what you do
Long as you're off beat
Take a look at yourself

Storm tries to come and wreck my world
No, I won't let it
Stumbled escape, through anchored drapes
No way to bedding

I'm dreamin' out loud, dreamin' out loud
And all at once, so familiar it seems
I'm dreamin' out loud, dreamin' out loud
Can't find a puzzle to fit into piece
I'm dreamin' out loud, I'm loud
Can't find a puzzle to fit into piece, apart of me

Well, hello sir, we look for Mondays

Dreaming Out Loud - One Republic

3/5/13

I hate to break it to you babe... But I'm not drowning...


Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for your time
And try not to waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So, you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
Swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up onboard with you
Ride off into your delusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction, oh
But you'll never see

You're so busy making masks
With my name on it in all caps
You've got the talking down
Just not the listening

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I've tried
To make everybody happy while I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe


King of Anything - Sara Bareilles

23/4/13

And let me rest in pieces.~



Look at me, my depth perception must be off again.
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did.
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine.


You look so beautiful tonight 
Remind me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life.

Would you find it in your heart?
To make this go away 
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away 
And let me rest in pieces.

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did.
I'm in your reach.
You held me in your hands.

Would you find it in your heart?
To make this go away 
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away 
And let me rest in pieces.

Would you find it in your heart?
To make this go away 
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away 
And let me rest in pieces.

Rest in pieces - Saliva

12/4/13

We're driving all night long...We gotta take a chance...But it's gotta be tonight...


Gotta keep your head up and move along, move along
Gotta keep your head calm and carry on, carry on

Gotta keep your head up and move along, move along
Gotta keep your head calm and carry on, carry on

Gotta keep your bright song and cruise along, cruise along
Gotta keep your head up and move along, move along

We're driving all night long chasing miles and breaking dawn
We gotta take a chance while we're still young
But it's gotta be tonight
It's gotta be tonight

Gotta keep your head up and stay awake, stay awake
Gotta keep your head up and stay awake, stay awake
This road is rough gonna be heartache, heartache
Gotta keep your head up and stay awake, stay awake

We're driving all night long chasing miles and breaking dawn
We gotta take a chance while we're still young
But it's gotta be tonight
It's gotta be tonight

Gotta keep your head up and move along, move along
Gotta keep your head calm and carry on, carry on
Gotta keep your bright song and cruise along, cruise along
Gotta keep your head up and move along, move along

We're driving all night long chasing miles and breaking dawn
We gotta take a chance while we're still young
But it's gotta be tonight
It's gotta be tonight
It's gotta be tonight
It's gotta be tonight
It's gotta be tonight

Gotta be Tonight - Lifehouse

27/3/13

Don't break me down, don't leave me now, don't say good bye~



I've been out on that open road
You can be my full time, daddy
White and gold
Singing blues has been getting old
You can be my full time, baby
Hot or cold

Don't break me down
I've been travelin' too long
I've been trying too hard
With one pretty song

I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
So, I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride

Dying young and I'm playing hard
That's the way my father made his life an art
Drink all day and we talk 'til dark
That's the way the road dogs do it, ride 'til dark.

Don't leave me now
Don't say good bye
Don't turn around
Leave me high and dry

I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride

I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy
I'm tired of driving 'til I see stars in my eyes
It's all I've got to keep myself sane, baby
So I just ride, I just ride

I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride

Ride - Lana del Rey

20/3/13

Burning red~


Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red
Loving him was red

Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
'Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
We're burning red

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah

'Cause love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Red  - Taylor Swift