31/1/10

Liar.liar.liar...It's my own cheating heart that makes me cry


Let the raining teardrops rain down on me tonight
I think making up, faking up stories is alright
Tick tock stop the clock, fiction is my thing
My attitude is always I and me and mine

Oh I’m so clever, I'm so clever, I'm so clever
Until my paranoia kicks in, then I’ll accuse her
Of doing all the worst things I do best
It's funny how me fucking her about
Has got me in this fucking mess

Liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, pants on fire
Lies alibis lies more alibis
From the truth, I admit I’m more than shy
Ain’t it the times we are living in
Everybody’s doing it so why cant I?
I tally up tonight’s strangers
And stragglers that I’ve kissed
Training ground notches, perfectly executed notches
And near misses
It's all about going out and getting pissed with eagle eyes
And sincerity bottom on my list
What’s the story morning glory?
I feel so low and worthless, yeah

So this is where the outcome unfurls and the truth is being told
A cloud has gathered over my head and now I know
Infidelity and my good friend ecstasy doesn’t work, it makes you worse
I’m feeling so guilty about the things I said to my mum when I was ten years old
I’m feeling so guilty about any old shit
And how I think my missus is fucking every guy that she looks at
This is it, this is it, this is it, this is it
The end was always coming and now it's here

So this is the grand finale
The crescendo of demise
This is the happy ending
Where the bad guy goes down and dies
This is the end
With me on my knees and wondering why?
Cross my heart, hope to die
It's my own cheating heart that makes me cry.
Cry...
cry...cry...

It's My Own Cheating Heart That Makes Me Cry - Glasvegas

22/1/10

I do not want to die inside just to breathe in...

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile flame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that
Makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut...pain...I am not alone...I am not alone...

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

Cut - Plumb

2/1/10

You wanna feel how it feels? Wanna know that it doesn't hurt me?


It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?

You [be running up that hill]
You and me [be running up that hill]
And if I only could,Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could...

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There is a thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?

You, [be running up that hill]
You and me, [be running up that hill]
You and me won't be unhappy.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
If I only could...

'C'mon, baby, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience...

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,With no problems
If I only could,make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems
If I only could, be running up that hill...
If I only could, be running up that hill...
If I only could, be running up that hill... ...


Running up that hill - Placebo Ft. Kate Bush

31/12/09

Did you close your eyes as you walked away? Ohoh here we go again

Did you close your eyes as you walked away?

Did I get too close in the pouring rain?
If there's one more chance for us here tonight
I'll take the long way 'round this time

We sing
Oh, love, it's easy if you don't try to please me
If you don't want to see me any more
We sing out...

Oh, oh
Here we go again
I know how I lost a friend
We go 'round and 'round again
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Bitter is the kiss that says goodbye
I can hear it in your voice, I see it in your eyes
'Cause we've been this low and we've been around this bend
I don't to lose you all over again

We sing
Oh, love, it's easy if you don't try to please me
If you don't want to see me any more
We sing out...

Oh, oh
Here we go again
I know how I lost a friend
We go 'round and 'round again
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh no,
Here we go again
I know how I lost a friend
We go 'round and 'round again
Oh, oh, oh, oh

'Round here...
We've got a light here that's not going away
If all is broken and all is lost
Then I've been found, so here's my heart
I'll give over and over again
...

Oh oh,
Here we go again
I know how I lost a friend
We go 'round and 'round again
Oh no, Oh no

It's a long road baby, running away...


Here we go - Mat Kearney

29/12/09

Wake up and dream once more...Come back when you can...

I've been led on
To think that we've been
Trying for too long.
Every time we drift
We're forcing what is wrong.
At last that voice is gone.

Please take your time
But you've got to know that
I am taking sight.
Oh, you look good
with your patient face and wandering eye
Don't hold this war inside.

Come back when you can.
Let go, you'll understand.
You've done nothing at all to make me love you less.
So come back when you can.

You left your home
You're so far from
Everything you know
Your big dream is
Crashing down and out your door.
Wake up and dream once more.

Come back when you can.
Let go, you'll understand.
You've done nothing at all to make me love you less.
So come back when you can.



Come back, I'll help you stand.
Let go and hold my hand.
If all you wanted was me, I'd give you nothing less.
So come back when you can


Come Back When You Can - Barcelona





23/12/09

The prize is hers to win ...

She's gotta do what she's gotta do
And I've gotta like it or not
She's got dreams too big for this town
And she needs to give 'em a shot
Where ever they are

Looks like she's all ready to leave
Nothing left to pack
There ain't no room for me in that car
Even if she asked me to tag along
God I gotta be strong

She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that open road
Baby get ready, Get set, Don't go

She says things are fallen into place
Feels like they're fallen apart
I painted this big old smile on my face
To hide my broken heart
If only she knew
This is where I don't say what I want so bad to say
This is where I want to but I won't get in the way
Of her and her dreams
And spreadin' her wings

She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that open road
Baby get ready, Get set, Don't go

She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that open road
Baby get ready, Get set, Please Don't go

Don't go, Don't go
She's gotta do what she's gotta do...
She's gotta do what she's gotta do...


Get ready, Get Set, Don't Go - Billy Ray Cyrus.

10/12/09

And I don't wanna hear the sound of losing what I've never found...

I don't know where I'm at.
I'm standing out the back,
And I'm tired of waiting.

Waiting here in in line,
Hoping that I'll find
What I've been chasing

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
I'll never know why
It's coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go.
'Cause then I'll never know
What I could be missing.
But I'm missing way too much.
So when do I give up
What I've been wishing for?

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
I'll never know why
It's coming down, down, down.

Oh, I'm going down, down, down.
I can't find another way around
And I don't wanna hear the sound
Of losing what I've never found.

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
I'll never know why
It's coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
Oh,It's coming down, down, down.


Down - Jason Walker

3/12/09

But you're untouchable, burning brighter than the sun...

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky,
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why
I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you
Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'll be here anyway
But you're untouchable
Burning brighter than the sun and
Now that you're closer, feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
In the middle of the night
We could form this dream
I wanna feel you by my side
Standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

I'm caught up in you...

But you're untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on.

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, come on
In the middle of the night
We could form this dream
I wanna feel you by my side
Standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven.

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
come on, come on, come on, come on
Like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
They're spelling out your name


Untouchable - Taylor Swift

22/10/09

I still hope, that you will miss me when I'm gone

This may be the last thing that I write for long

Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song, for you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now I'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone, this is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that it would be this way,
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.
Now I am gone, just try and stop me now.

You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now I'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone, this is the last song

And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow
You want it too, I want it too.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
the last song
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone, this is the last song


The Last Song - The All-American Rejects

19/10/09

You're love is where I'm falling, I'm giving up so just catch me

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon
Under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
You're love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me...

See this heart
Won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams
Just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every "hello" ends with a
"goodbye"

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
You're love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me...

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart
Without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my
life I know it's real.

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
You're love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
If this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up so
Just catch me


Catch me - Demi Lovato

17/10/09

To catch, to catch,to catch-catch, catch...

I've got to get on it...
I've got to get on it...
I've got to get on it...

Bodies disengaged, our mouths are fleshing over.
It's just an echo game, irises retreating to ovals of white.
The urge to feel your face, and blood rushing to paint my handprint.
A Frisbee one by one; your vinyl on lamanent,
just prefer some kind of contact.

First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
To Catch, to catch, to catch-catch, catch.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First Train home...

Temporal deadzone where clocks are barely breathing.
Yet no one cares to notice for all the yelling,
All night clamor to hold it together.
I want to play-don't wait-forms in the hideaway
I want to get on with getting on with things
I want to run in fields, paint the kitchen, and love someone
And I can't do any of that here, can I?

First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First Train home.

So what? You've had one too many.
So what? I'm not that much fun to be with.
So what? You've come silly hatter.
So what? I didn't want to come here, anyway.

What matters to you, doesn't matter, matter to me.
What matters to me, doesn't matter, matter to you.
What matters to you, doesn't matter, matter to them.
What matters to them, doesn't change anything.

Got to get on it.
First train home.
Got to get on it.
First train home.

First train home I've got to get on it
{I've got to get on it}
To catch, to catch,to catch-catch, catch.
{First train home}
First train home I've got to get on it
First train home.
{First train home}
To go, To go, To go, Get, Get, Get, Get, Out, Out, Out, Out,
Now, Now, Now, Now.


First train home - Imogen heap

5/10/09

I’m here without you baby.but your still with me in my dreams..

A hundred days had made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when
I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
As the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
But I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
It get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me.


Here without you - Three Doors Down

3/10/09

Make me believe...that this is a real life fairytale

You ran around inside my head

When you passed out, I felt dead
And I realized you make me live

And when my world starts to cave in,
You jump inside and take my hand
No matter where, you are there.

Will I ever see, what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well I will never be the same and when they see
That you and I were meant to be they'll just believe why we
are together

You are my light, you are my star,
You are my sunshine and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
A real life fairytale

I thought that I would be alone
You caught my eye and I was home
And I realized that this is love

I see the world through different eyes
I look at you by my side
No matter where, you're always there

Will I ever see what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well I will never be the same and when they see
That you and I were meant to be they'll just believe why we
are together

You are my light, you are my star
You are my sunshine and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about

Dream with me,
Make me believe that this is
A real life fairytale.

You are my light, you are my star
You are my sunshine, and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
A real life fairytale...
A real life fairytale...
A real life fairytale...


A Real Life Fairytale - Plumb - "The perfect man" Soundtrack

30/9/09

Making the same mistakes again, and falling away with you...

I can't remember when it was good

moments of happiness elude
maybe I just misunderstood

All of the love we left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find

So I'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun.
I think our lives have just begun.

And I'll feel my world crumbling
And I'll feel my life crumbling.
And I'll feel my soul crumbling away,
And falling away.
Falling away with you.

Staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
I know I won't forget a thing.

Promise to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same.

All of the love we threw away
all of the hopes we cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

And I'll feel my world crumbling
And I'll feel my life crumbling.
And I'll feel my soul crumbling away,
And falling away.
Falling away with you.

All of the love we've left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find
memories I will never find.


Falling away with you - Muse

28/9/09

I can't explain myself at all, my mind's unweaving


Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight...
Insight...
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.


It ends tonight - The All-American Rejects