19/2/12

The deeper I know you, the more I end up not understanding you at all...


Anata wo fukaku shiru hodo ni
Anata ga wakara naku naru
[The deeper I know you
The more I end up not understanding you at all]


Akai ito nado mie nai kuse ni
Shinjiteta no wa modore nai kara
[And yet I cannot see something like "a red string"
Because I cannot undo my faith for you]


Dakishimete uso wo shitte ita noni
Oboreru kokoro kakuse nai
Kuchibiru ni shizumu anata no netsu ni
Mitasare te yuku modore nai imasara
[Hold me - Although I knew it's a lie I won't hide my drowning heart
I drown in your lips, I will be satisfied by your warmth
I can't go back even now]


Furidashi ta ame no naka de
Kasa mo sasezu ni furue teru
Kodoku wo shiru no ga kowai kara
Anata motome te ta
[I'm shivering in the rain that began to fall
Without holding an umbrella
Because I'm afraid of knowing loneliness
I wanted you]

Akai ito nado mie nai kuse ni
Motome au no wa modore nai kara
[And yet I cannot see something like "a red string"
Because I cannot undo my longing for you]


Dakishimete uso wo shitte ita noni
Oboreru kokoro kakuse nai
Kuchibiru ni shizumu anata no netsu ni
Mitasare te yuku modore nai imasara
[Hold me - Although I knew it's a lie I won't hide my drowning heart
I drown in your lips, I will be satisfied by your warmth. I can't go back even now]


Tameiki majiri no kotoba ni unazuki kaesu
Kake chigau koto de mata futari wa warai aeru sa
I want to believe it
[I nodded to your words that were mingled with a sigh
"We will be able to laugh together at our disagreements again"
I want to believe it]

Akai ito nado mie nai kuse ni
Shinjiteta no wa modore nai kara
[And yet I cannot see something like "a red string"
Because I cannot undo my faith for you]


Subete ni owari ga aru to suru nara
Futari wa kitto eien de...
Tashika na mono nado nai to iu nara
Futari no asu wo chikaeru yo
[If it's a given that everything will have an end
We will certainly for eternity ...
If it is said there is nothing that is certain
We can swear by our tomorrow]


Dakishimete uso wo shitte ita noni
Oboreru kokoro kakuse nai
Kuchibiru ni shizumu anata no netsu ni
Mitasare te yuku modore nai imasara
[Hold me - Although I knew it's a lie I won't hide my drowning heart
I drown in your lips, I will be satisfied by your warmth. I can't go back even now]

Red - The Gazette

18/2/12

And this landscape is a monochrome frame...


Anata totomoni sugoseru hibi wa mou
Dareka mo yaburi sutete shimatta no deshou
[Days to be spent with you 
Do you think they have been broken and thrown away]

Semete onaji umi no ne wo kiiteitai
Anata no koe ga
Anata no kotoba ga
Chikaku de hibiite furueru
Kioku wa soko de tomatta mama
[At least let me listen to the sound of the ocean
Your voice 
Your words 
Make an echo around me and tremble 
My memories stop there] 

Mata anata totomoni eiga no you na
Aoku somaru machi wo nagametai noni
[If we could only do it again 
Staring to the city that becomes blue like on a movie scene ]

Douka kurai umi no soko ni shizumete
Tadoru tabi
Omoidasu tabi ni
Subete wo tsuranuku setsuna sa
Kioku wa koko de togireta mama de
[Will you drown me in the deep dark ocean? 
Everytime I make up my memories 
Every time I remember 
There's a piercing sorrow 
My memories end there ]

Fukaku naru
[It becomes deeper ]

Anata ga inai
Kono keshiki wa
Monokuroomu fuuremu
[You're not here 
And this landscape 
is a monochrome frame]

Ano keshiki wo
Ima mo omoi tsuzukete
[This landscape 
That continues in my mind]

Monochrome Frame - Kanon Wakeshima

14/2/12

The red moon dreams in the last sky...


Te wo nobashite kimi ni fureta toki
Takai onpu ga mune no naka ni hitotsu
Kure yuku sora futari de mitsumeta
Dokomade mo tsuduku sekai ga
Yonde ita
[When I reached out and touched you
there was a single high note in my heart
As we gazed at the darkening sky,
the world that continues on endlessly
was calling out]

Koi ni ochite itami wo shiri
Hito wa hito ni nareru no darou
Kimi ga naita yoru no mukou
Hibiki wataru toki no SHINBARU
[People become people by falling in love
and knowing pain don't they?
On the other side of the night that you cried
the cymbals of time resounded]

Kono sora ni egaku futari no karuma ga
Ai no uta wo kanaderu to kitto shinjite
Akai tsuki no namida shizuka na ongaku
Ikite yukou
Hikari wo wake au you ni
[I surely believe that the karma that we create together in this sky
will play a song of love,
the tears of the red moon are a quiet music
Let's live so that we can share the light]

Kimi no koe ga yonde kureta kara
Hajimete no negai ga umareta you de
Sono te wo tori mihatenu sora made
Rokugatsu no akai tsukikage
Oikakete
[Because you called out to me
it was like a wish being born for the first time
I'll hold your hand until we reach an unfinished sky,
chasing after the red moonlight of June]

Umare ochita namida no umi
Hito wa nando sakebu no darou
Tsuieta yume, kage no naka ni
Hikari are to
Hibike areru ya
[How many times have people cried out
as they are born into a sea of tears?
An alleluia echoes within the shadow of a collapsed dream
'let there be light']

Ikite yuku, tada sore dake no karuma ga
Yorokobi yori kurushimi wo yobu no wa doushite
Yume miru no wa itsumo shizuka na ongaku
Kimi to nemuru kanata he todoku you ni
[Why does the karma of simply living
bring more pain than it does joy?
I always dream of quiet music
so that I can reach across the distance to where it sleeps together with you]

Kimi ni fureta toki
Hajimete no uta ga sekai ni umareta
[When I reached out and touched you
a song was born for the first time in the world]

Kudake ochita natsu no naka ni
Hibiki wataru nageki no uta
Koi mo yume mo itsuka kiete
Soredemo mada todokanu koe
[In the middle of a broken summer
resounds a song of lament
Both love and dreams will one day disappear
but even so my voice doesn't reach]

Yogoreta te de hana wo kurai
Kimi to tomo ni ikiru no darou
Horobi no yume toki no mukou
Kikoeru deshou Tooi areru ya
[As I take a flower with dirtied hands
I wonder if I can live together with you
In a dream of destruction at the other side of time
you can hear it, right?
A far away alleluia]

Kono sora ni tatta ichido dakede ii
Ai no uta wo hibikasete
Homura no you ni
Afure dasu yo hageshiku shizuka na ongaku
Akai tsuki wa yume wo miru
Saigo no sora
[It's ok if it's just once in this sky,
let a song of love resound like a flame
It begins to overflow, an intensely quiet music
The red moon dreams
in the last sky]

Red Moon - Kalafina

7/2/12

...Are you looking at it from somewhere? that same pink sky from that day...


Juuroku de kimi to ai
Hyakunen no koi wo shita ne
Hirahira to maiochiru
Sakura no hanabira no shita de
[I met you at age 16 and fell into a hundred-year love 
under these cherry blossoms that fall slowly]

Aitakute kakenuketa
Hi no ataru kyuu na sakamichi ya
Kouen no sumi futari no kage wa
Ima mo kawaranu mama
[The steep hill I ran through wanting to see you and 
our shadows in the corner of the park remains unchanged]

Kimi to boku to "sakura biyori"
Kaze ni yurete maimodoru
Marude nagai yume kara sameta you ni
Miageta saki wa momo-iro no sora
[You, me, and the cherry blossom weather returns after being swayed by the wind 
as if I woke up from a long dream, the sky I looked up at is pink]

Suki deshita suki deshita
Egao sakisometa kimi ga
Boku dake ga shitte ita
Migigawa yawarakana ibasho
[I loved you, I loved you who created a colorful smile 
that soft spot to the right that only I knew about]

Sakura no shita no yakusoku
**rainen mo koko ni koyou** tte
Nando mo tashikameatta kedo
Ima mo hatasenu mama
[A promise made beneath the cherry blossom 'let's come here again next year' 
we made sure many times but it's still unfulfilled]

Kimi to boku to "sakura biyori"
Kaze ni sotto yomigaeru
Kimi mo ima dokoka de miteru no kanaa
Ano hi to onaji momo-iro no sora
[You, me, and the cherry blossom weather is recreated softly in the wind 
are you looking at it from somewhere? that same pink sky from that day]

Oikaketa hibi no naka ni
Kizamareta ashiato wa
Nani yori mo kakegae no nai takaramono
[The footsteps left in the days I chased after 
are treasures more important then anything else]

Kimi to boku to "sakura biyori"
Kaze ni yurete maimodoru
Tomedonai omoi ga afuredashite
Namida ga komiageta
[You, me, and the cherry blossom weather returns after being swayed by the wind 
the unstoppable feelings overflow and tears build up]

Kimi to boku to "sakura biyori"
Kaze ni yurete maimodoru
Mada minu mirai wo mune ni daite
Miageta saki wa momo-iro no sora
[You, me, and the cherry blossom weather returns after being swayed by the wind 
with the unseen future held in my chest, I look ahead and see the pink sky]

Sakura Biyori - Mai Hoshimura

4/2/12

In the brilliance of the summer fields overflowed...


Kono te o hanasazu
Ashita e to tsuzuku michi o
Anata to futari
Yukitai
[Not letting go of your hand
through the path that goes on to tomorrow
I want to go
together with you]

Hashibami no kokage ni wa
Hohoemi no kioku dake o
Hanabira no you ni
Nokoshite
[In a hazel tree’s shadow
only the memories of smiles
like flower petals
are left]

Yorokobi no matsu nohara e
Anata to yukou
Tooku de yondeiru no wa
Natsukashii kokyou no uta
[To the field which waits for happiness
I’ll go with you
calling from afar is my missed
birthplace’s song]

Umi o koe kaze o daki
Kokoro o yogosanu you ni
Tada ai ni mimi o sumasete
[Crossing the ocean, embrace the wind
so your heart won’t be disgraced
just listen carefully to the love]

Akogare no sumu tokoro
Masshiroi saihate made
Ippo zutsu aruiteyuku dake
[To the place I yearn to live
to the pure white farthest end
I just walk one step at a time]

Michibiku hoshi no aru koto o
Kono sekai wa itsu demo
Natsu no nohara no kagayaki ni
Afureteita
[The fact that there are stars guiding me
always in this world
in the brilliance of the summer fields
overflowed]

Akogare no sumu tokoro
Natsukusa no moe ochiru
Saihate made
Tsuzuiteiru
Michi o
[To the place I yearn to live
TO the farthest ends
where summer grass falls burning
this path
goes on]

Umi o koe kaze o daki
Kokoro o sora no naka e
Tokihanatsu natsu no
Nohara e
[Crossing the ocean, embrace the wind
set your heart free
into the sky, to the summer
fields]

Nohara - KEIKO FictionJunction

1/2/12

I want to stop the time of the world and embrace you in the land of pain...


Itoshisa wa itsumo
kanashimi e to tsuzuiteruno?
Kimi ni mou hitorikiri de
nakanaide to iidasezu ni
[Does love always
Lead to sorrow?
I couldn’t speak up and tell you
“Please don’t cry all alone anymore”]

Iroaseteku sekai no uta
Bokura wa owari e tabi wo suru
Sono tsukanoma ni kimi to deatta
Inochi wo kezuru youni
[The song of the world is fading away
We journey toward the end
In that brief moment, I met you
As if shortening my life]

Toki no mukou ni tashika ni atta
Haruka na kokyou, Kimi to yukeruno
Ai wo mienai yoru no mukou ni
Maboroshi no sora
[With you, I can go to my distant hometown
That definitely existed across time
Across the night when I can’t even see love
There’s a sky of illusions]

Yume wo miru tabi ni kurushimuno ni
Soredemo mada warauno
Kaze ni sakaratte
Ato doredake agakeba ii
[Though I suffer every time I dream
Yet I still laugh
Defying the wind
How much more should I struggle?]

Kono sangeki no yukue ga tada
Shizuka na yoru de areba ii
Shitteitanda, todokanai koto
Soredemo bokura wa yami wo kakenuke
[The whereabouts of this tragedy
Should just be the silent night
We knew we can’t reach it
Nevertheless, we dash through the darkness]

Toki no mukou ni GOAL wa aruno?
Tadoritsuita to itsuka ieruno?
Ikite yuku kara douka hikari wo
Maboroshi no sora
[Does the goal exist across time?
Someday, will I be able to say I reached it?
Because I’m living, please give me light
In the sky of illusions]

Itsudemo
Kimi no soba ni iru kara
Sekai no toki wo tomete
Dakishimetaino ni
In the land of pain
[Because I’ll be by your side
All the time
Though I want to stop the time of the world
And embrace you
in the land of pain]

Toki no mukou ni bokura wa kaeru
Haruka na kokyou, Kimi to yukeruno
Ai wo mitsukete koete yukuno wa
Sangeki no sora
Yume wo miru kouya
[We’ll return across time
With you, I can go to my distant hometown
What finds and overcomes love is
The sky of tragedies
The dreaming wilderness]

Toki no Mukou Maboroshi no Sora - FictionJunction

31/1/12

私喪失感を味わう... Watashi sōshitsukan o ajiwau...I feel lost...

"¿Qué es ser fuerte? Sospecho que ser fuerte no solo es una cuestión de poder, es fuerte la persona que encuentra un motivo para luchar, y se dedica en cuerpo y alma a ello." - CLAMP 




Hear Our Prayer - Kajiura Yuki - Tsubasa Chronicle Original Soundtrack: Future Soundscape I

21/1/12

I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life...

http://vimeo.com/18407520

Doro darake yo najime nai tokai de
Onaji you ni warae nai utsumuite aruita no
Isogi ashi de surechigau hito-tachi
“Yume wa kanai mashita ka?”
Atashi mada mogaite iru
[In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
They ask "has my dream come true?" But I'm still struggling]

Kodomo no goro ni modoru yori mo
Ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
Kowagari wa umare tsuki

[I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
When a coward was born]


Hi no atari basho ni dete
Ryoute wo hirogete mita nara
Ano sora koete yukeru ka na?
Nante omottanda
Tobitatsu tame no tsubasa
Sore wa mada mie nai
KANTAN ni ika nai kara ikite yukeru
[If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that's what I thought
I still have no wings to fly with
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living]

Nureta koinu hiroi ageta dakede
Chotto warae chau hodo
Namida ga koborete kita
Aisaretai aisaretai bakari
Atashi itte ita yo ne
Motomeru dake ja dame ne
[I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved"
Is what I said. It's no good just to ask for it]

Kodomo no goro wa MAMA no koto
Hidoku kizutsuketa
Hi mo atta yo ne kawari tai
Ima zenbu
[When I was a child, there were days when I hurt my mother badly
I want to change everything]

Hi no ataru basho ni dete
Kono te wo tsuyoku nigitte mitai
Ano basho ano toki wo kowashite
I can change my life
Demo kokoro no naka subete wo
Totemo tsutae kire nai
KANTAN ni ika nai kara
Ikite yukeru
[I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life
But I really can't express everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living]

Hi no ataru basho ni dete
Chizu wo hirogete miru kedo
I know... You know...
Mayoi michi mo shikata nai
I can change my life
[I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know... You know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped
I can change my life]

Sugite kita hibi zenbu de
Ima no atashi nanda yo
KANTAN ni ika nai kara
Ikite yukeru

[All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now
It's because it's not simple that I can go on] 


Life - YUI

*Lyrics&Translate from http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/5051/yui/life.html

P.S: I love this song I can stop listening to iiiiiiiiit!!. xD

19/1/12

DEVIATION

Choose your last words, this is the last time...


My, who me, my
Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping at the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design
I feel so alone on the friday night
Can you make me feel like home,
If I tell you you're mine
Is like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Lets go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane, so
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Trying to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Lets go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die...

We were born to die...
We were born to die...
Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough when the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Lets go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die...

Born to Die - Lana del Rey

7/1/12

I could try and point the finger...but the glass points in my direction...


You could stay a while longer
We could stay up and talk about last summer
We could go down to the water
Watch the sunset going under
It's not that I'm a stranger to lonely moments
I've had my share of those
Please don't go
Please don't leave me alone
A mirror is so much harder to hold

I could try and point the finger
But the glass points in my direction
Sure you've got your sharp edges
But my wounds are for my own reflection
You've got nothing I could ever hold against you
I've got fatal flaws to call my own
Please don't go
Please don't leave me alone
A mirror is so much harder to hold

I met a man who's looking for perfection
Said he'd never met a girl who's good enough
His eyes are getting old like they'd love to love again
Such a lonely man...
Such a lonely man

I see him in my reflection
Taking steps towards me these days
So I hold you that much closer
And pray we don't throw this away
It's not that I'm a man who couldn't love you
I know what these arms are for
Please don't go
Please don't leave me alone
A mirror is so much harder to hold
A mirror is so much harder to hold
Please don't go
Please don't leave me cold
A mirror is so much harder to hold

A Mirror is Harder to Hold - Jon Foreman

5/1/12

...Is it you for your indifference or me for just standing there?



You close the door in front of me, I wait patiently outside
But as the minutes tick away I feel the anger rise
Who's the object of my rage, who's not being fair?
Is it you for your indifference or me for just standing there?

Cause in my mind the room beyond is bathed in golden light
I dream about you through the day and I toss and turn at night
Sometimes it's hard to understand when they say that pride's a sin
Should I go or should I stay on the outside looking in?

Well I didn't make the grade today and I'm not the only one
But my heart, it won't stop hurting and feeling all alone
Maybe we'll trade places in some not too distant year
I'll hear your voice calling out, and I'll cover up my ears

Cause in my mind the room beyond is bathed in golden light
I dream about you through the day and I toss and turn at night
Sometimes it's hard to understand when they say that pride's a sin
Should I go or should I stay on the outside looking in?

Well I could brag on things I've done or the places I have been
But I never found a cure for on the outside looking in
Sometimes it's hard to understand when they say that pride's a sin
Should I go or should I stay on the outside looking in?

On the Outside Looking In - Alison Krauss & Union Station

3/1/12

I know where we can hide...just while away...


Baby don’t worry
It’s gonna work out fine
We’re not in a hurry,
We’ve got nothing but time to just

While away, while away,
While away one more day

I’ve got my problems
And you’ve got your fears
Maybe we’ll solve them
In a couple of years
But for now I’m gonna

While away, while away,
While away one more day

There’s something about a summer’s day
That just takes my blues away
Baby take a walk with me
Once around the willow tree
And listen to what I say

I’ve got your back dear
If you’ll stay by my side
Wipe away that tear, I know where we can hide
And just

While away, while away,
While away one more day...

While Away - Matthew Barber

1/1/12

The world keeps spinning on...going going gone...Every moment that we borrow


She told him she'd rather fix her makeup
Than try to fix what's going on
But the problem keeps on calling
Even with the cellphone gone
She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown

Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
Don't spend today away
Cause today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
Just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like you're immortal

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge, infinity
Where's your treasure, where's your hope
If you get the world and lose your soul
She pretends like, she pretends like she's immortal

Don't say so long
You're not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today will soon be

Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
The world keeps spinning on,
Your going going gone,
Like summer break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just try to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal, your immortal

We are not infinite
We are not permanent
Nothing is immediate
We're so confident
In our accomplishments
Look at our decadence

Gone, like Frank Sinatra
Like Elvis and his mom
Like AL Pacino's cash nothing lasts in this life
My highschool dreams are gone
My childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn't last for long

Life is more than money
Time was never money
Time was never cash,
Life is still more than girls
Life is more than hundred dollar bills
And roto-tom fills
Life's more than fame and rock and roll and thrills
All the riches of the kings
End up in wills we got information in the information age
But do we know what life is
Outside of our convenient Lexus cages

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow
Brings us closer to the God who's not short of cash
Hey Bono I'm glad you asked
Life is still worth living, life is still worth living

Gone - Switchfoot